Love drunk

light up this whole town

2009-09-06T02:27:00.002+08:00

Smile smile smile, I'm not defeated yet.

when the time is right i'll be back

2009-08-26T21:55:00.002+08:00

I'm speechless. I'll lock up my heart and throw away the key. Ciao.

there are certain people, you just keep coming back to

2009-08-26T21:49:00.002+08:00

We have too many moments where it feels like nothing can get better. Thoes moments where it feels like everything is still. Moments of perfections. Moments where I know that you'll always be my best friend.

you shut your mouth, how dare you say i go about things the wrong way?

2009-08-17T21:49:00.002+08:00

don't judge me on something you know nothing about
don't tell me I'm wrong, don't say you have doubts.
stop acting like you've never done anything wrong
stop pretending like you've been through this, stop acting like you're so strong.
end this constant lack of support and care
end your judgements, end your suggestions that have placed me in a square
finish off all your negative input so I can breathe and be free
finish off my torn apart heart, finish off your uninterested answers, and let me be.

keeping faith

2009-08-16T02:31:00.005+08:00

I swear, life's isn't that great. I fucking screwed my darn Chinese prelim papers, truly at my wits end. I finally have a chance to catch up with Isaac, as usual we visit the Starbucks outlet at town, and talked non-stop. It was awesome, I get to really spill everything out from the bottom of my heart, and now I feel so much better, thanks Isaac (L) Life isn't that easy after all, but with those few people that are always by my side encouraging me, and knowing that I've a super duper ultra awesome God by my side, I feel really safe and secure. Now all I wanna do is continue keeping the faith, rebuild myself, and be happy forever and always because with God now I believe nothing is impossible! Oh yeah, Matthew thanks for those great advice and those Polaroids takes :D Currently, I'm hooked onto Before The Worst by The Script and it's on repeat.

homemade pixie dust

2009-08-08T01:22:00.000+08:00

Awesome, finally I can post some pictures into my dull gelatoatfred! :D Life been great, I guess? My week is basically on interclass captain-ball and soccer, and entertaining Alex, Isaac, Awesome Bud, Brad, and Clique. I scored quite high for my maths mock paper, happy ttm ttc ttm ttc! Alex just got ditch, so I guess I gotta prepare my pixie dust to speed up his recovery :D I feel so fairy godmother!!! Haha. What a joke, someone who is probably worst than me criticize me, thanks. Well, maybe you're plain jealous? Revenge, my middle name :D Valerie Revenge Crawford nice, no?

FML

2009-08-02T01:20:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I have the urge to fucking end my life, I'm truthfully at my wits end. I'm totally drained out, and when I thought situation are getting better, HELL NO. UGH!!! FML.